Feeling less good today
I just had like 3 nights in a row of good sleep. I started getting this small hope that omg everything is better. Of course it's not. I know better.
I woke up around 8am, had to pee, and barelyyyy fell back asleep after. I was set to sleep until 11. And then I felt like shit when I woke up - the way I'm used to feeling - the way I haven't felt the last 3 mornings.
Yesterday, I wrote I felt good today!
And boy, that was a treat. May I have more days like that one. I'm very grateful I used my good-feeling to just enjoy my life. I chilled, played video games, showed my bestie my newest Trackmania maps. It was good.
Now it's time to push through the funk and spend an hour or two writing for NanoWrimo. Hopefully I can do the litter boxes and dishes after. Idk. It's hard to do more than one thing in a day. More importantly, I hope I go for a walk. I think walks are healing, and I need healing activities in my life.