ReedyBear's Blog

bored, lonely?

I'm fuckin bored. today. lately.

I quit smoking weed 3-4 weeks ago. My evening routines haven't changed much otherwise. Video games and TV aren't hitting quite the same.

I need to get out more, but I'm so poor, I can't do anything that costs money.

And depression/anxiety/idk make it hard to get out anyway. And now winter is here too.

Hopefully the boredom will turn into motivation, and motivation will turn into a more fulfilling life.

it's hard to tell if the other thing I'm feeling is loneliness, but probably. Yeah, probably.

I think I'm going to the gym tomorrow. Maybe my friend will join me.

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