feeling empty
I've been sick this last week, so its been TV and video games and TV and video games.
My mental has been bad the last 3-4 weeks prior, so it was ... TV and games and TV and games, with some outings, some gym, some library.
I love games, I enjoy TV, but its leaving me feeling empty.
Nights are long and boring. Sure I could code or write or something. But i'm too sick or too depressed or just don't feel like it.
So its TV and games, TV and games.
I cleaned my "desk" and table today between TV & games.
I played games with my bestie today; that was good.
I want to do more fulfilling things with my time.
I don't want to feel so empty.
Problem is; I don't want to do anything else with my time.
I wish more of my friends made an effort to hang out with me. But would I even be available? I don't know. I wish I made more of an effort too.