i can't stand to just chill
There's an itch in my belly. Demanding to do do do SOMETHING. TV's not okay. Too boring. Just not in the mood for Rocket League or another video game.
Since I'm not motivated toward anything fun or chill, I must use this time to be productive. Work on a project. Code or write or read. I can't just chill.
That's how it feels. Its not healthy. I don't want to be this way. Why can't I just relax!?