I just need a stress free day
I've been struggling the last 2-3 weeks. Exhausted most days. Feeling depressed. Not enjoying my daily trackmania. Struggling to enjoy other things I normally have fun doing. Struggling to keep up with the daily tasks of living.
And today I feel pretty good.
So my brain is nagging me to code, or to make a fascism flyer, to do chores, to get out and socialize, to do do do something.
But everything I do stresses me out. I need today to just enjoy feeling good. To just take it easy, play games, watch TV, and just ENJOY MYSELF.
So I think that's what I'm doing today. But it sucks that I also have to live with the craving that pushes me toward doing stressful things.
I need some days to feel good, to recuperate, to not push myself. Tomorrow, I want to feel good. I don't want to be depressed like I have been.