I'm tired
I was so tired yesterday, and so looking forward to bed. I got there by ~2am, hoping for a solid 8 hours sleep.
I woke up before 6. I'm now missing 8 hours of sleep from the last 3 days. I tried napping, but I stopped before it turned into a panic attack.
Being up early is nice, though. After the 2+ hours of cranky mess, I worked on my toothpick bridge, did a little cleaning, some stretching, and finally finished my leftover pizza.
Then I worked on my masterpiece Trackmania map for awhile before Cup of the Day.
I struggle to get motivated, and to do things that I want to do. It's different when I'm tired. Like my brain is sooo ... idk. I'm more ready-to-go, but less capable when I do go. And it takes a toll on me. I can't be tired every day. It really fucks me up.
But I appreciate the morning of motivation. I have plans with my best friend today & I'm excited. We're going to watch the 4th Matrix movie & have dinner.