imagining social stuff
my best friend & i are doing a nanowrimo book this month (aiming for 30k words bc 50k is a lot!) and I don't think I've told my mom about it.
So I'm sitting here playing TrackMania, imagining telling my mom about it, imagining how I'd explain it, and how i'd pronounce nanowrimo, then I'm imagining texting my bestie to tell her about that blog post and what I'd say in that text, because I think she might find my post about pronouncing nanowrimo funny.
So this is the kinda shit that just goes on in my head all the time. It's often more stressful than silly little things like this. I'd like it to stop. Like, brain, just please trust me to handle social situations without preparing a whole imaginary dialogue.