willpower
If my will is to slow the winds or stop the rain, it clearly has no power.
If my will is to go to family Christmas dinner, it has the power.
My will needs support in order to have power.
If it's time for games with Bestie, "one more game" (my will) has power. If it's time for bed, "one more game" is two or three or more, despite my will yapping in my head to the contrary.
I wish to better know my will, and learn what kind of support it needs in order to manifest, as well as when it is misguided.