wired
i've been feeling wired recently. This near-constant "DO SOMETHING" feeling. I've been reading a little more, writing a little more, sending a few extra emails, playing chess on my phone.
But I have to keep it in check so I don't burn out and forget to take care of myself.
Its nice to play chess again. It's nice to advocate. It's its it's its it's its it's gonna be who-knows-how-long before it goes away again.
Wish I could be driven without being wired. Wish I could be "productive" without being obsessed. wish I had control over where I directed this energy, but I'm basically just along for the ride.