Charged up after speaking to town council
When I buy weed, my local dispensary requires me to leave with the sealed jar in a disposable, branded carrying bag.
I just spoke at the town council about this, asking for an ordinance that would require the dispo to allow me to leave without the bag.
I have asked not to take a bag several times, have complained about the policy, and have corrected the lie that they do this because of state law.
I was really, REALLY nervous tonight. I speak publicly somewhat often, and sometimes I'm pretty calm and collected, other times I'm extremely nervous. Usually, I'm fairly nervous, but with an accompanied calm.
I did not feel calm at all tonight. And my mind is REELING ever since. I can't stop thinking about it. It's only been like 20 minutes, but still.
I think going on a walk would have helped. I think blogging helps. I smoked a one-hit of weed & I'm gonna play a video game now, and hopefully I'll settle down soon.